Chapter 53 Own Your Mistakes – Taking Responsibilty for them Correcting them and Moving on.

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NOTHING SETS ME OFF FASTER THAN THIS. I KNOW WHAT I SAW, I KNOW WHAT I HEARD, I KNOW WHAT I WENT THOUGH DO NOT LIE TO MY FACE AND TREAT ME LIKE I DO NOT.

OWN YOUR MISTAKES – ACCEPT RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEM – CORRECT THEM AND MOVE ON.

THIS IS A FORM OF COVERING UP OF CRIME AND HAS BEEN USED OFTEN 
RACKETEERING WITNESS TAMPERING & WITNESS INTIMIDATION

GAS LIGHTING & DENY – DENY – DENY

 LYEING ABOUT SITUATIONS & ABUSES THAT ARE DOCUMENTED &  HAVE ACTUALLY OCCURRED

L.B. is my mother, and one of the perpetrators of abuse and gas-lighting of me and denies the abuse of me to this day even though I have photo evidence to prove that she abused me by way of hitting me this was documented when I was taken from her custody when I was five years old. Her constant denial of the abuse is a form of gas-lighting as she has called me crazy and pretended that she did not know what I am talking about. She acts as if she has no memory of the abuse of me at all and as if she is blameless and did not perpetrate the acts of severe child abuse and neglect. She says that she does not know what I am talking about. L.B. is the one lying and denying that she ever abused me straight to my face which infuriates me.  She is hardly ever candid, constantly acts, becomes enraged and defensive, and has made statements that I am crazy or suffer from whichever form of “alleged mental defect” that she comes to mind when speaking, for making the very true and proven statements about the abuse and neglect that she inflicted and there is hard evidence of. She makes defamatory and false accusations, about my character, my being disabled, lack of a job or employment, insults me constantly, meddles in my life and affairs when she should be checking her own character and paying attention to her own life. This holds true for all of the assailants here in named.

There was an entire neighborhood that went to court the day that the judge took me from L.B. and gave custody to D.B. I was told the courtroom was filled with people that witnessed the abuse of me. My principal from Walker School in Bedford Park was there and testified as he saw the abuse of me his name was Mr. S. The clerk at the local corner store where she sent me with a note to purchase her cigarettes was also allegedly also there.  The reality was that the paperwork stated the custody transfer was supposed to be temporary for thirty-days for her to go to detox. Instead, she allegedly showed up to court drunk, and I was told she ripped up the paperwork threw it at the judge cursed at him, and walked out of the courtroom and signed full custody over to D.B. and my grandmother C.B.B.G.G. D.B. being the primary custodial parent and my grandmother being a guardian and the woman that was supposed to be in my life. D.B. alleged that the judge that took me away from my mother was Judge J. S. he alleged that he bribed the judge that took me away however, there was just cause in her case there was just cause and I was relieved. 

Due to the mistrust of L.B. I have never felt that I could share anything with her at all. I cannot discuss any problems that I have in my life with her, I cannot talk about good things that happen with her. It is pretty much a one-sided conversation she speaks and I try to follow along and listen. Anything that has to do with me always revolves around money and money seems to be her primary concern most if not all of the time, she is not concerned about my health, well-being, or anything other than money. This has caused me to feel isolated and alone. She is also aware that I do not have friends or other family to talk to and often abuses me verbally and thinks that she can do or not do or say whatever she wants because I have no one else to speak to at all.